It's 3:15 am and I'm terribly bored so I thought I would check out this blogster crap I have managed to ignore for the past few months. I'm chilling in Jersey (no, its not the armpit of America) and just can't seem to sleep. I may also be overly excited by the fact that I have internet access at home for a change. My damn computer crashed a couple of months ago and I haven't bought another one yet. I'm thinking Dell. It's cheap, it's simple, and it's no hardcore/intense/hightech apple type bullshit. I hear that once you have an apple you can never go back to anything else and something about apples never getting a virus but I'm happy with the old fashioned dell type laptops for now. So.. I finally have the week off from work and I am thrilled yet still shocked that they actually let me off for a week. Jersey is nice but you can't really compare it to DC. I think I'm obsessed with DC. It's everything I really want right now at this point in my life. I've got my friends, my job, the relaxed/chilling type places along with the intense bars/clubs as well. Um, too bad that I'm being deported in December but that's a whole different story that I will chose to ignore for now. Working at CEB has been exciting but I'm definately looking forward to my week over here. I can already predict what the week is going to be like. I will somehow manage to do the whole sleep/eat/watchtv/smoke thing over and over again and still not get sick of it. It's actually great seeing my Aunt, Uncle, and cousins after so long and gives me a slight feeling of being home back in Isloo/Pindi. Wow, I have somehow managed to forget that I was a complete useless, lazy piece of shit in college who didn't get out of bed till 4 pm and didnt do a damn thing for four years. Ok fine, four and a half years. Life is definately more intense now because of my job, which I secretly love by the way. I don't understand how people spend 10 to 12 hours every single day at their job if they don't enjoy what they are doing. How does that exactly work? Why not quit? I hate the whole "I hate my job and am going to look for another one" but not doing a damn thing about the fact that you hate your job. I think people bullshit half the time and say they hate their job just because they feel like they have to hate their job. Fuck that. Um, ya, I didn't realize I had such strong feelings about this. My drive to DC was pretty awesome today as well. I heard all the songs on my IPOD that I had been ignoring so far and actually enjoyed them quite a bit. (Thanks to you Maria!) Ok, I don't know if I am going to continue using this Blog thing but I'll definately try to get the hang of it. (right now I'm pretty clueless and just going to press the publish post bright red button to see what happens next). It's 3:26 am now and I shall continue chatting on MSN and pass the fuck out. Talk later. Baaa (as in bye). This Lucida Grande font is kind of cool by the way.